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sleepless nights like these when you start to wonder and reflect.

no, she never deserved any of these pain.

but sadly, because of your passion and self-centered character you developed over time made today.

thing were never meant to be. no road is ever straight.

life was never a bed of roses, never.

I always find myself, getting involved in leadership roles in small organization and new ones.

Is these all predestined? Why can’t I enjoy and experience and learn leadership from great leaders of well-know and established organization?

Why must i always take the longer route in life? 5 years in secondary, now 3 and a half years in poly.

Why, why, why?

Reflections #2

i’m glad to have receive a reply. Not from god, but from Ray.

Well, ill have to say, in terms of crisis especially when money is concerned, friends pretend they dont know you.

I’m not saying i’m doubting any of you here as my friend. But, i’m just saying this is how evil people can be.

Anyway, why hasnt god gave me an answer? Is his internet connection down? Or he does he not have wireless?

Not too long ago, i felt the same way i did in my second reflection. After parting once again, with my classmates and my beloved, i felt so lost. And opened my MSN messenger and glanced through my contacts. Then i asked myself, who are my true friends? Who really understands me inside out?

Honestly, if anyone of you were to make the effort to do the same, you may have problems finding your true friends.

Afterall, i guess we will have to depend on ourselves.

I wonder will we all even contact each other now that we wont be seeing each other. And i bid you all farewell, T1B2. It was nice knowing you guys; i’m glad i spent my 6months in this class. And not in other class.

Alright. nothing much to reflect today.

I guess afterall, you can only depend on yourself.